Post by mariah gomez on Oct 16, 2008 14:27:11 GMT -8
MARIAH HANNAH GOMEZ IS SO FAR AWAY
( THESE ARE MY WORDS )
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you can call me Catherine because it's what the birth certificate says
but everyone else calls me Cathy,Cj,Catie i've traveled around the sun fourteen times
chittering monkey, all you gotta do is pm or im me and i'll answer
i looked up your number in the a site directory
i've been playing this game of cat and mouse for five years and the cat almost won
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( ONE LIFE CONTAINED )
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x. age:13
x. grade:9th
x. clique: popular druggie
x. gender: female
x. birthdate: December 19th
x. sexuality: heterosexual
x. race: Filipina, Chinese, Spanish, Irish, and American Indian.
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( AND THIS SMILE )
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x. eye color:dark brown
x. height:4’8
x. weight:104
x. tattoos: none
x. piercings: her ears are pierced twice on each ear
x. other: no
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( THESE ARE MY DREAMS )
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+Garret
+MARISKA GOMEZ
+boys
+dancing
+kissing
+perfume
+school
+rain
+laughter
+babies
+soap operas
x. dislikes:
+haters
+needles
+pain
+getting dumped
+crying
+lying
+cheats
+broken bones
+necklaces
+cartoons
x. strengths:
+good with computers
+good at designing
+quick reflexes
+easy to get along with
+friendly
x. weaknesses:
+klutz
+can’t get out of some things
+doesn’t think before she does things
+gets mad easily
+over reacts sometimes
x. habits/quirks:
+picky
+twirls her hair a lot
+does things for people when nervous
+often runs when she is afraid
+gets mad over silly things
x. fears:
+if her sister found out what she did
+being abused
+running away
+anger making her do something stupid
+Garret braking her heart
x. goals:
+become a better person
+make smarter choices
+become a mom when she is ready
+listen to her parents more
+tell her sister one day
x. personality:
blunt I don’t poke around when it comes to anything. I don’t go around hinting about things and then get frustrated when no one gets what I’m trying to say. If I have something to say, I'll say it, plain and simple. If I think you're cheating me out of something or being a fake friend, I'll be the subject up, and it would most likely be in the middle of a casual conversation that has nothing to do with friendships or scams or whatever the issue is. I've never been good with waiting to bring a subject up either, it's either when I first see you and when I have it on my mind, or when we're hanging out with a group of people. I don't tend to be blunt around people I don't know, just the people who say they're friends.
ignorant I hate listening to most people, I hate when people try to change my mind, and I really hate it when people point out that I'm ignoring them. If I block you out it's either because you're really annoying, or I'm just not in the mood. I mostly do this when it comes to females, and sometimes boyfriends who get to be too needy, but most of the time, the ignorance goes towards males. It’s always been that way, and I think it always will be. I don’t know why, nor do I really care. If I'm ignoring you, get over it, either you are extremely annoying, or I'm just not in the mood to deal with anyone at the moment, get over it.
impulsive From time to time I’ll get this sudden urge to do something crazy, something like go and jump of a bridge just for a quick thrill or something like hacking into some computer system and changing some records or something like that. I'm not always all that fond of my impulses, but they always end up having me smiling. I've reacted to a ton of impulses before, all of them ranging from kissing some random stranger ( male or female ), stealing a thing of bubble gum ( don't ask ) or "breaking" into one of my friend's house and doing something crazy to their houses or them in general. It all depends. I've been called crazy once or twice thanks to this trait of mine, and if I do say so myself, I'm pretty damn proud of being called crazy.
kind-hearted I almost always mean the best when I do something for someone. Sure, I come off as a bitch to people who don't really know me, but I do my best to treat my friends in the best way possible. I've never been cruel ( not to a female friend at least ) , and I've never purposely meant to cause anyone physical pain, I'll punch people, but I don't have very much of a big impact. The only person I think I’ve ever wanted to do damage to is one of my exes and his half brother. I guess you could say I had I tight bond with one of them, and once the relationship fell to pieces, so did my kindness for them.
trusting I haven’t always been able to easily put my trust in one person, but I can trust a group of people, and when I do trust a group of people, I tend to trust them with nearly everything. If they can’t prove to be a good friend, then I might lose trust in them. I’ve never actually put my trust in a person so much to the point where I become extremely disappointed with them when they fail, but I do, it usually doesn’t end well. I put more trust in my friends than I do everyone else, so if you plan on befriending me, prepare to have expectations.
secretive If I don’t want to tell you something, you’ll be sure to know. Most of the time, if I have a secret, people won’t even know I have one because I rarely allow people to get into my head and try to see what I’m thinking. I’ve never been the type to flat out tell people what’s going on in my life. I make plans, disappear for awhile, and then never tell people where I went to for that time period. I have to fell that I truly know you in order for me to willingly tell you about the more secret details of my life. I’ve been raised to keep secrets, and that’s what I’ve done my whole life.
dedicated I hate starting things and then not finishing them, and when I say that I mean everything I start. Relationships, projects, meals, you name it, I'll do my best to start and finish it. I've been known to go overboard every once in awhile, but most of the time, I manage not to get to paranoid about something stupid like a project I left sitting out for a week without getting touched. I've been known to sit for hours on end trying to read or plan things, trying to make things simpler so that I'm not sitting there longer than I have to, maybe I'm so picky about finishing things because my mother so rarely finished what she started, if I haven't said it yet, my parents influenced almost everything in my life while I was growing up, and that's why I'm either the same as one of them, or the complete opposite of the other.
aggressive I’m not laid back when I’m faced with a physical ( or mental ) fight. I’m known to throw punches when I’m threatened, and while I’m not always up for violence, I do what I have to do in order to keep myself (and others that I’m close to) protected. I don’t throw the first punch, I never do that. If I have to, I’ll provoke it, but most of the time, I don’t do anything until a hit a blown. I’ve been known not to get anymore aggressive than I already am when I drink, but I’m well aware that one day after a ton of booze, I might snap at someone and end up doing something rash, but for now, I don’t feel like a threat.
defensive The press is always pestering me about things, so when it comes to my own personal business and the way I live, I'm always over-protective about the information. It doesn't matter who you are, I will always get defensive if you pry. Most people think you're hiding something or that a statement is true if you get defensive, sometimes the fact is true towards me, but either way, I will always get defensive. So if you meet me for the first time and say something that I have a reason to glare at you about, don't think I'm hiding something, it's my first reaction towards everything.
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( I MUST BE SLEEPING )
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x. mother:Maria Gomez
x. siblings:Mariska Gomez
x. other family:n/a
x. significant other: n/a
x. hometown:90210
x. history:
Mariah was born into a world with her sister Mariska. They always were there for each other and they loved each other like sisters should. They moved out of 90210 when Mariska was I the sixth grade and her sister stopped talking to her and made some friends and so did she. She got a boyfriend named Garret and all was well. Well it was sort of well. She had lost her virginity to him and she had no idea how to tell her sister so she just didn’t say anything. But now Garret has just been so strange lately she Mariah just doesn’t know what is wrong with him lately.
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( SOMEBODY SHAKE ME )
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x. roleplay sample:
Kristina loved how she felt right then. Right there, with him close at her side as they made their way along the beach, the two of them walking through the sand over to the liquor table while never parting away from eachother and just staying so close. It just felt so natural and right to her, like that's how it was suppose to be, like she was suppose to be with him. She had to admit, it was a little discouraging though, that after the whole summer of them becoming closer, either of them had yet to do something about it. It made her wonder if she was actually reading Jared right, if he was actually interested in being with her or if she was just like the other girls that came along for him. Kristina knew that Jared hadn't been in a real relationship in quite some time, most of the girls that came along were just friends with benefits, or one night stands or something like that, they were never serious. But she wanted to be the one to change all of that, she wanted to be the one to actually make him stay still for a while. That would only work if his feelings were returned though, so many times she thought that they were, and then other times she just didn't see it.
So she was a little confused, to say the least. She wanted to make a move and ask him about it, but she was just so scared to. That was really unlike her, Kristina was always bold and outgoing, never afraid to speak her mind. But this sittuation was different with him. If she asked him about it and tried to talk about it with him, and it turned out that he really saw her as nothing more then a friend, it would certainly be awkward. Not only would it be awkward for that time, but things might stay always a little weird between them, knowing that she felt this way. If she couldn't have him as a boyfriend, she atleast wanted to keep him as a friend. If she lost him all together, she really had no idea what she would do. It sounds kind of weird, but I guess you could say that Jared kind of completed her. He was her best friend, and losing him all together would be a hell of a lot more heartbreaking then not being able to have him to herself, as her boyfriend. So for now, she wasn't saying anything.
She looked up at his face and smiled when she heard his answer to her asking him if she could mix her up a good drink. Kristina knew that he made good drinks, he had made them for her countless times before, and they were always great. They way he responded may have seemed a little cocky or arrogant, but she knew that he wasn't like that, his personality was completely opposite most of the time, actually. She smiled up at him again before speaking "Oh, I know they're always good." Kristina walked at his side until they reached the liquor table, only taking her arm from around his waist, and moving away from him when he took his arm from her shoulders and went over to begin mixing up a drink for her. She watched as he took the different kinds and mixed them up into a cup for her. She saw some vodka go in, orange juice, some apple pucker, and then this blue stuff that she wasn't quite sure what it was. It looked good though, that's for sure.
Kristina couldn't help but laugh softly when he handed it to her and told her to take it easy. He didn't need to worry, she definitely wasn't a light weight, that's for sure, which came as a surprise to some people. A lot of people thought that with her being small and petite that she would get drunk easily, but she was one of those girls who could just drink and drink. It usually took a bit to make her drunk, depending on what she was drinking of course. But when she was drinking, rarely did she ever just have one serving, or stop when she got a buzz, she usually went all the way and just got drunk off her ass. So soon Jared would probably have to mix her up something else good or she would just have to get something herself. She raised the cup to her lips and took a drink of the mixture he had just given her. It was good, really good. She swallowed and then smiled at him. "Not too bad." No, it definitely wasn't bad.
When he asked her now where to, she stopped to think for a moment. She figured she'd just go with the flow of the night and see where that lead them. Kristina never actually really liked to lead, she usually just liked to follow Jared wherever he was going, but as long as she was with him, that was enough for her. She took another drink of the mixture he had just made her and thought about it again for a minute. She thought they could just go for a walk along the beach, see who else was at the party, even though that was already answered for herself, everyone was there. She just figured they would go and see where they ended up or what they ended up doing. Kristina walked back over to Jared and took his free hand with hers and started to walk away from the liquor table. "Let's just go see what we can get into at this one." She looked up at him again and smiled, before continuing to walk through the sand. She had no idea where she was actually headed, but she had no doubts that they'd find something fun to do.
So she was a little confused, to say the least. She wanted to make a move and ask him about it, but she was just so scared to. That was really unlike her, Kristina was always bold and outgoing, never afraid to speak her mind. But this sittuation was different with him. If she asked him about it and tried to talk about it with him, and it turned out that he really saw her as nothing more then a friend, it would certainly be awkward. Not only would it be awkward for that time, but things might stay always a little weird between them, knowing that she felt this way. If she couldn't have him as a boyfriend, she atleast wanted to keep him as a friend. If she lost him all together, she really had no idea what she would do. It sounds kind of weird, but I guess you could say that Jared kind of completed her. He was her best friend, and losing him all together would be a hell of a lot more heartbreaking then not being able to have him to herself, as her boyfriend. So for now, she wasn't saying anything.
She looked up at his face and smiled when she heard his answer to her asking him if she could mix her up a good drink. Kristina knew that he made good drinks, he had made them for her countless times before, and they were always great. They way he responded may have seemed a little cocky or arrogant, but she knew that he wasn't like that, his personality was completely opposite most of the time, actually. She smiled up at him again before speaking "Oh, I know they're always good." Kristina walked at his side until they reached the liquor table, only taking her arm from around his waist, and moving away from him when he took his arm from her shoulders and went over to begin mixing up a drink for her. She watched as he took the different kinds and mixed them up into a cup for her. She saw some vodka go in, orange juice, some apple pucker, and then this blue stuff that she wasn't quite sure what it was. It looked good though, that's for sure.
Kristina couldn't help but laugh softly when he handed it to her and told her to take it easy. He didn't need to worry, she definitely wasn't a light weight, that's for sure, which came as a surprise to some people. A lot of people thought that with her being small and petite that she would get drunk easily, but she was one of those girls who could just drink and drink. It usually took a bit to make her drunk, depending on what she was drinking of course. But when she was drinking, rarely did she ever just have one serving, or stop when she got a buzz, she usually went all the way and just got drunk off her ass. So soon Jared would probably have to mix her up something else good or she would just have to get something herself. She raised the cup to her lips and took a drink of the mixture he had just given her. It was good, really good. She swallowed and then smiled at him. "Not too bad." No, it definitely wasn't bad.
When he asked her now where to, she stopped to think for a moment. She figured she'd just go with the flow of the night and see where that lead them. Kristina never actually really liked to lead, she usually just liked to follow Jared wherever he was going, but as long as she was with him, that was enough for her. She took another drink of the mixture he had just made her and thought about it again for a minute. She thought they could just go for a walk along the beach, see who else was at the party, even though that was already answered for herself, everyone was there. She just figured they would go and see where they ended up or what they ended up doing. Kristina walked back over to Jared and took his free hand with hers and started to walk away from the liquor table. "Let's just go see what we can get into at this one." She looked up at him again and smiled, before continuing to walk through the sand. She had no idea where she was actually headed, but she had no doubts that they'd find something fun to do.
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( FEELINGS IVE SHARED )
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